1. William bilang kalo....
is she? then what did she respond?
and this is how she looks
quite giving me a heartbreaking impression. pathetic, actually. for I lost my appetite to this simple stupid thing.
2. yes, the second one is I just got dumped, again. for the second time.
funny huh? lemme tell you how the first one goes.
so I was in relationship with this guy (@bundgabund). he was a sophomore while I'm a graduated student. and that I'm going here to Java, an oversea island, to continue my study as a grown up college student.
and then he said that he just feel insecure for a Long Distance Relationship. so he texted me, saying that he's sorry that this relationship would not work out. That he's happy with me befriend him. And that the truth is he text me in the next morning right after I just got back to Padang for the college registration from Jakarta. And then I laugh. thanks to my best pal, that bitch-next-door Kikipong for laughing WITH me that day. I don't know, maybe inside she's laughing AT me for getting dumped. But it's ok. She's still one of the best bitches I know after all.
Nah, we go back to 2012, June 7th. That morning. So the night before, this man, went to my flat. Saying that he's loving me wholeheartedly, that he's willing to see me happy no matter he's hurt, despite he just knew me three days ago after a Looking Around on We Chat Messenger Service. Nah. this morning, he ask me to "Kiss me, babe" (cium aku ay). Yea. Quite an Ewh.
so then I said "Go find a cat" (sana gih sama kucing). and then seems like he just got stabbed by a thousand arrows. He said. "Delete my phone number, block me on twitter, thank you for being with me" (Hapus no aku yah, Blok juga Twitter aku, Makasih udh mau kenal aku".
and "Bye".
That's it. I got dumped.
All for the reason that came from me myself. HA!
Back to William. I'm not sure but he's being unfriendly lately :(( did he find out? was he feeling uncomfortable with it? (Well, who wouldn't???)
also today, 3 friends told me to get a life. you're welcome. Is this the right time?
should I lower down my expectation? Not someone who is left-handed, guitarist, having face like Armand Maulana, and Sundanese. But just a simple guy who could rise my confidence. Who is, when I'm with him, I'm willing to be nice just because I want to, not because I have to. Someone that is after me like that guy in The Click Five's old song "Just The Girl".
"Just The Girl"
She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after
[Chorus:]
'cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her
[Chorus]
And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head
She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined
[Chorus]
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl
I'm lookin' for
She's just the girl
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for
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